Afraid to sleep
I’m so tired
my eyes
Can hardly
Focus on
These words
I’m writing.
A seizure
Has been
trying
To break
Through all damn day.
I hate this feeling
Had to take 2 pain pills
At once today! I hate
Them in many ways
But then again I thank
The good lord for inventing
Meds like them everyday!
I’m afraid to attempt
To sleep afraid to
Drift off into a
Sweet dreams
For fear these
Demons
Known to
The world
As seizures
Will try and take
Over my body.
I’m just at my wits
End so god I put
This in your hands.
With love Lory
July 12th 2006