i am dismay
i feel dismay
trapped i'm crying my soul
is slowly dying . i have these
visions of me ripping my face
apart with my fingernails and it's helps for a long moment when i'm upset about something. i forget about everything and imagine myself dying it's my way of escaping everything and being free of anything that has upset me in that time of my life and let go and live my life.
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july 13th 2005