I think about it a lot a lot.
This morning my mom ask
My uncle to put it bed he said ok
I thought that would be the end
Of the whole thing. Have you
Thought about what you’re going to
Do when your mom can’t lift you anymore?
I said I don’t know we just take it
Day by day I never think of tomorrow
Because I know it might never come
As far as that goes. He’s like if your
Dad knows this why hasn’t he done
Something to help your mom out in
Some way? He kept on and on
I said don’t you know I
Think about that everyday
What’s it going to be like
For me when mom and daddy
Are no longer here.
He’s like what’s the plan
I said I don’t know I said
That’s nothing to you any
Way. And I said some words
I shouldn’t have said I know that
And I admit it I thought to myself
Doesn’t everybody know I
I feel guilty a lot for
Putting my parents in this
Situation in the first
Place? Why does everybody
Have to remind me?
I love my parents with all
My heart but some
People in this family are leading
To believe me coming into this
Family Was a mistake.
Nov 12th 2008