I start the new medicine tomorrow
I start the medicine tomorrow
That will hopefully take the
Seizures away and they won’t
Be nothing to me anymore.
But a distant memory.
I’m more nervous then
Anybody could ever begin
To imagine. In the past
When I started new meds
To try and take the seizures
Away. I’ve had a lot of
Seizures to start with
Until my body gets use
To the meds. I keep
Telling myself this
Medicine will work
This time. But in the
Back of my mind
I’m thinking yeah
I’ll probably have
A few seizures at once. It’ll
Be very painful you’ll
Be saying god let me just
Die. But you can’t give up
You have to fight and win
The battle.
Feb 28th 2007