Molestation.
Molestation.
Takes your world whole away
No matter what
Age it starts.
From the first time it
Begun, I knew
In my mind I
Never be the same little girl I once was. that I couldn’t
Go back and rewind
Things and my childhood
Was never going to be the same.
That I would have to deal with
A lot of adult things
Then most of the kids my
Ages never would even think of. And I knew
I would probably think like
Like an adult now
That my body had been
violated this way.
And I knew from that
moment on my childhood was
Gone and even though I was a little
Girl when it all begun.
I knew the days of being a
Little were now over. every time
I meet somebody now I think to myself okay
How are they going to hurt me? Are
They going to promise to give me
The world and walk out that door?
Are they going tell me they love
Just to get what they want from me?
That’s why I’m truly afraid to open up my heart and be
Friends with anybody. Sometimes I think they’d all be better off if I just walked away from it all that way I wouldn’t hurt a soul especially those I would give my life for!