SHAWN.
SHAWN I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHINGI COULD DO OR SAY TO TAKE THE THIS HEARTBREAK OF LOVE AWAY. I HATE HEARRING AND FEELING YOUR PAIN EVERY NIGHT AND EVERYDAY!!! I WISH I COULD TAKE YOUR HEARTBREAK MAGICALLY AWAY BUT I KNOW LIFE DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. WHEN SHE HURT YOU ON THAT FATEFUL DAY AND YOU WERE A STAND UP MAN AND YOU WALKED AWAY. I CRIED TO MYSELF WHEN SOMEBODY HURTS YOU THEY HURT ME TOO AND I WAS FRUSTED AT MYSELF BECAUSE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OUR LIFES YOU HAD A PROBLEM I KNEW I COULDN'T FIX RIGHT AWAY, THAT ALL I COULD DO WAS PRAY YOU'D COME BACK AND EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY. AND I FEEL SOME WHAT TO BLAME BECAUSE I SAW IT ALL COMING AND INGORED THE SIGNS AND SHOOK IT ALL OFF LIKE IT WAS NOTHING AT ALL. I HAVE TO SAY I DON'T THINK SHE'S EVER LOVED YOU AS MUCH AS YOU DO HER ANYWAY BECAUSE IF SHE DID A THOUGHT OF A KISSING ANOTHER GUY WOULD NEVER WOULD HAVE CROSSED HER MIND. SHE WOULD HAVE TOLD THE GUY NO I HAVE A GOOD MAN AND A BEAUTIFUL SON WHO I LOVE ALOTSO GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE. AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW WE'LL NEVER DATE BECAUSE WE'RE GOOD FRIENDS I MUST SAY I WILL LOVE YOU IN A DIFFERENT WAY APART FROM MY OTHER FRIENDS.