MOM
MOM GOD KNOWS I LOVE YOU
WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!
GOD KNOWS I NEVER CAUSE
YOU ANY PAIN IN ANY WAY.
I WAS TRYING TO GET YOU
TO SEE MY LIFE THROUGH MY
EYES. I NEVER MEAN TO MAKE
YOU CRY OR CAUSE YOU ANY KIND OF
EMMOTIONAL PAIN. SOONER OR LATER
I HOPE GOD MAKES YOU SEE I’M LONGER YOUR
LITTLE BABY AND YOU CAN’T KEEP HANGING ON
TO ME SHARTERING ME FROM EVERYTHING
AND EVERYBODY THAT TRIES TO HURT ME.
YOU NEED TO LET ME SPREED MY WINGS IN
LIFE AND LET ME EXPERENICE MY LIFE LET ME
FALL ON MY FACE ONCE OR TWICE.
OTHERWISE I’M GOING TO BE LIVING IN THIS
HOUSE YEARS FROM NOW. AND I’LL LOOK BACK AND
SAY I HAVEN’T ACCOMPLISED NOTHING NEW IN MY LIFE. I DIDN’T MAKE NO NEW FRIENDS IN MY LIFE BEFORE I DIDED. BUT THE SADEST OF ALL I’LL LOOK BACK ON ALL THIS TO KNOW I DIDN’T GET TO FIFILL GOD’S PLAN AND DEDTINEY THAT HE HAD FOR ME WHEN HE CREATED ME. I KNOW GOD CAN’T HAVE INTEND FOR ME TO SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE WITH YOU AT THIS HOUSE ALL ALONE IN MY ROOM. I KNOW THAT GOD PUT ME ON THIS EARTH SO I CHANGE THINGS FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME.
I LOVE YOU MOM I LOVE YOU GOD!!