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GOODBYE DAD

GOODBYE DAD EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT AT YOUR FUNERAL RIGHT NOW AND EVEN I'M NOT PUTING YOU TO REST IN THE GOUND SOMEWHERE AT THIS POINT AND TIME IN MY LIFE. I MIGHT AS WELL BE BECAUSE YOU NEVER BEEN THE FATHER YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN TO ME. AND THATS OKAY WITH ME BECAUSE I KNOWN YOU'LL PAY FOR ALL YOUR WOING DOINGS SOMEDAY. EVERYTIME YOU COME HOME I CRY ON THE INSIDE AND FEEL NOTHING BUT PAIN IT'S LIKE THIS WAVE OF EVER LASTING PAIN THAT WON'T NEVER EVER GO AWAY. A FATHER IS SUPPOSE TO LOVE AND CARE FOR THEIR CHILDEN BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT I FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T BECAUSE YOUR NOT THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU TO BE THERE FOR ME AND ONE OF THESE DAYS YOUR GOING TO WISH YOU HAD BEEN A BETTER FATHER THEN WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN TO ME. NOW I KNOW THE LOARD'S WORD IS RIGHT AND ALL HIS WORKS ARE DONE IN TRUTH BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT TO SIT AND WONDER TO MYSELF AT TIMES WHAT DID ME AND MILLIONS OF OTHER KIDS AROUND THE WORLD DO TO DESERVE A DAD LIKE YOU? I'VE TRIED TO HELP YOU SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY IN EVERY IN WAY BUT YOU WOULDN'T LET ME HELP YOU SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY AND THAT'S OKAY I JUST HOPE AND PRAY EVERYDAY THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY. I HAD THOUGHTS OF GOING INSANE BECAUSE I COULDN'T DO NOTHING TO HELP YOU IN ANYWAY BUT THEN I REALIZED GOD ONLY HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELMS AND YOU DON'T WANT TO HELP YOURSELF. AND I HAD TO REALIZED I'VE GOT TO GO ON WITH MY LIFE AND YOU HAVE TO GO ON WITH YOURS. YOU THINK ALL I WANT IS YOUR MONEY AND THAT'S SO NOT TRURE EVEN IF YOU WERE THE POOREST MAN IN AMERICA I STILL WOULD LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU MIGHT SAY OR THINK, SO WITH THAT BEING SAID I'M GOING TO SAY GOODBYE DAD ONE LAST TIME I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN AND YOUR GAMES AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN HEVEN ONE OF THESE DAYS

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS LOVE LORY

I DECATE THIS TO NIKKI BECAUSE YOU HELPED ME GET THROUGH ALL THE STUFF I WENT THROUGH WITH MY DAD,

I KNEW IF YOU COULD SURIVE ALL THINGS THE YOU STUGGLES YOU HAD WITH YOUR DAD I COULD TOO I  LOVE YOU NIIKKI!!