Do you remember the time
I couldn't see you?
Do you remember that month
when I was just a memory
and you were just a picture on my wall?
That month when I could not
see you
or speak to you
That month when my world was
black ashes
I sit and remember
that terrible month
and try not to cry
and it takes so much effort
until your voice floats calmly through
the telephone line
and I realize you’re there again.
Do you remember that horrible day
when our secret was revealed to the world?
that day that I called you
and said we could not speak
the day with no sleep
and constant tears
the day of mystery
pain
and fear
full of hope and prayers
to make things back the way they were
to make things peaceful again?
I remember biting my lip in class
trying to will myself to forget you
for just one moment
so I could breathe
and not choke
on my words
just one moment
so my heart would not
burn
but I never forgot you
I never stopped dreaming
I never stopped hoping
for our reunion
and that one day
that I could finally say
I love you
to your face
and not to the cold, hard telephone receiver
I remember that day
when my world blew apart
when everything melted into a black ugly mass
I remember that day
when I couldn’t say
Goodnight
when I couldn’t tell you
Sweet Dreams
I remember that day
when I thought I’d lost you
and I never forgot you
and I never wanted to
and I never will
as long as I remember that day
because that one day
that horrible day
showed me how much
I love you
Well written!