now i lay me down to sleep
choke me till i cannot breathe
cut my wrists and black my eyes
words that always mystified
say three words then take them back
as you stab me in the back
notice how my lips turn blue
trying to survive on you
can't believe i lost it all
trying so hard not to fall
counted on you every day
yet you lied right to my face
staying strong, i cannot crack
when you stab me in the back
not even when you left me here
bleeding, dying, death is near
need attention, cut my wrists
everyone's oblivious
to the pain i hide inside
i've waited so long just to cry
praying hard for intervention
killing me was your intentnion
drowing in a pool of blood
dried up tears that cause a flood
looking for a brighter place
finally i see His face
slowly fade into a sleep
close my eyes as Mother weeps
watcher her child pass away
at least I'm in a better place
this poem was very, very good! i can only say im sorry for how you felt/feel when you wrote it. i like this one alot!