Why must I cry?
It is so stupid,
so dumb and childish.
Why cant I be strong
and hold it all in?
Why do I feel,
That I must carry it all?
Can no one just let me be?
Let me cry,
and be there for me?
Or is that too much to ask.
To love me when I feel unlovable.
Is that such an impossible task?
Am I THAT horrid?
Is it THAT bad?
Someone help me understand,
understand why.
Why can i not just cry?
Why these tears,
need a reason why.