Strange how
no yes
a gauging from within
around which
like a tornado that lifts up from nowhere
its best, then, to find a defined space and ride it out
im writing again
I meant to sent you a message and I could since
but you are like whats at the feet
under which stranger grasp for air
a secret whilst
life's candy
memory
erotic nonsense bubbling from the ten percent alcohol tincture
the immediate skeptical response at the word tincture
that it would have any medical value
do anything to our penises
if I didnt die tonight I would have loved talking to you
come home, jerk off anyways, fuck the daylights out of your slob of a steady
you were repulsive to
but in the pot of discounted brands and under a haze of smoke
when we were all still there
somewhere
by god we made it
in the taxis
by bicycle
no matter how many times we could leave
but whats the use
what is this one line here gonna save all those otherlines
back when it was somewhere
then memory
I hope shared
sometimes at the same moment like an eclipse
or in sequence like the sun when passing through trees
never a terrestrial body with enough perspective
nothing but young healthy limbs, smoke, skin that aged before its time, music, how wonderful marvelous like the speech you give to your mom about how the night is supposed to turn out
if I said I love you
dont count your blessings till they hatch
grow up to be curses and die that way
how many times I love you
needle in my arm to extend part of me into future dimensions
and take away what was doomed to have been
I often pray to God
I dont think it exists
god is sasquatch- is genetic- is what gets wrapped in sideways and eventually subsumed by memory
is the same thing as so many other things
that its ok
that I can be forgiven.
this is fucking amazing
this is fucking amazing
DExtromorphan drawfin more
DExtromorphan drawfin mophin