In Christ alone... I've never been.
I've always lived... this life of sin.
Can't understand... what's wrong with me.
Happy and whole... I'll never be.
In life alone... still don't know why.
I'm so afraid... that's how I'll die.
I'm still not sure... who I believe.
And all I've learned is how... to breathe.
In death alone... I'll find the truth.
Will I have wasted years... and youth?
Have I been wrong... all these long years?
Will I ever meet the one... who steers?
In Christ alone... I long to be.
I want to feel... Him holding me.
I've never fealt... safe or secure.
How can I tell if He's... the cure?
I'm so alone... but you're still here.
I'm still so hurt and filled... with fear.
I've been confused... I've mourned and grieved.
And all that I've learned is how... to breathe.
- Lo Ruhamah