If I could manage my life,
If I could set my goal.
If I could marry my wife,
If I could gain control.
If I could put up with myself,
And do the things I loved.
If I knew how I could excell,
If I did not feel shoved,
Into lives I don't want to live,
From which, I can't break free.
I don't have that much I can give,
At least, not that I see.
If I knew what I had to do.
If someone taught me how.
If someone, somewhere, somehow knew,
Cuz I could use help now.
-Lo Ruhamah