Have to give up all I am, want to do more than I can.
Always pushing you away, my one wish is that you'd stay.
Trouble seems to light my path, pain and hatred make me laugh.
Every minute that I live, I'm losing what I have to give.
Many minutes marr my mind, heavy heart I have to hide.
Years weaken my spirit's shield, learning that there's no one real.
Stupid people try to change, they end up the same, just strange.
Evil laughter, evil thoughts, evil demons have me caught.
Language unknown, I can't speak, racing thoughts, I'm gonna freak.
Fill my cup till it runs dry, cuz my life's an empty lie.
-Lo Ruhamah