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I hate who I am and I hate who I've been,

I hate where I stop, I hate where I begin.

I hate when I stand strong and hate when I bend.

I hate where I'm sturdy, I hate where I'm thin.

I hate when I'm frowning, and hate when I grin.

I can't stand receiving, and I hate when I send.

I hate how I hate you cuz I need a friend.

I hate when I'm serious, and when I pretend.

I hate when I borrow, I hate when I lend.

I hate when I'm different, or follow the trend.



I hate when I fall down, I hate when I rise.

I hate when I'm honest, and hate all my lies.

I hate how I hate it when nobody tries.

I hate how I sit here and plot my demise.

I hate when I'm stupid, I hate when I'm wise.

I hate how I'm hoping that somebody dies.

I hate how your face is so stuck in my mind.

And how I'm in love with your beautiful eyes.

      -Lo Ruhamah

Author's Notes/Comments: 

ShattrdConfssion: yeah, that was one fun time. i'll bring little shaniquabonequesha by one night. ;-)

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©17 December 2002 - 11:27am — ontheverge
18 June 2004 - 9:33pm — sally (not verified)
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I hate how i wish i would have written this before you! :) neat poem, so true.

good work.

26 March 2003 - 6:13pm — Mica McCook (not verified)
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This is exactly how I feel! I really connected with this poem. Good poem.

18 December 2002 - 5:56am — Marianne Chrisos (not verified)
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You are a beautiful person. And this poem is as lovely as the Clorox mopping system. Especially lines like...

I hate how your face is so stuck in my mind.
And how I'm in love with your beautiful eyes.

I don't want you to hurt. I'd rather have my tongue cut out. So until I can figure out someway to actually make that matter, R kelly and I will be procreating if you need us.

19 December 2002 - 3:44am — oh_so_odd
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ooo i agree with mimi, the last 2 lines are beautiful...will you marry me? *sigh*