"Need to Bleed" **

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Angry

Searching for an ageless passion in a self destructive fashion,

Living life with no compassion, Such I've never felt before.

Slumped against an ancient Oak tree, Flash backs of the night you choked me,

Hearing all the words you spoke me, Broke me when my heart you tore.

Never will I let another, Enter in my spirit's door.

Trapped inside forever more.



Locked inside my feelings, crawling, Watching my high spirits falling,

Painful mem'ries of our brawling, Painful scenes I can't ignore.

Every minute of our fighting, Throwing, dodging, breathing lightning.

Tears of pain, your face delighting, Hateful face that I adore.

My face made you hate me more, Reasons I don't dare explore,

Missing how it was before.



Now I'm sitting, trembling, stalling, Now I hear your angry calling.

Hiding in the corner bawling, Sprawling broken on the floor.

Now I'm having trouble sleeping, Now I lie in bed here, weeping.

Fearful that you may come creeping, Shouldn't fear you anymore.

But I find my bleeding body, Damaged from the years before.

Broken body washed ashore.

      -Lo Ruhamah

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Miluda: Who do you think we are? We're not your animals! We're human, just like you! Have you ever been hungry? With only soup to eat for months? Why do we suffer? Because you nobles deprive us of our rights to live!
Algus: Human? Humph, Ridiculous! From the minute you were born you had to obey us. From the second you were born you were our animals.
Miluda: That's nonsense! Who decided all this! That's ridiculous!
Algus: It is the will of Heaven!
Miluda: In Heaven? God would never allow such a thing. All are equal in His eyes! He'd never let this happen! Never!
Algus: Animals have no God!
- Algus and Miluda  Final Fantasy Tactics

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angeldust2007rock's picture

wow this is really good i wish i could right something anywhere near ur work. good jod :)

Alicia Beal's picture

i think that you are a wondrous writer and i love all of your work

raina_3's picture

this is amazing, and very sad. :(

enolalily's picture

Skin may bruise and bones may break...but your spirit is untouchable..don't let the fear and the past tie it down. I feel you and I hear you.
Much love
Anne