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I'm tired of living in Never Never Land,

I'm tired of peeking to see the footprints in the sand,

The pain of not knowing, is more than I can bear.

I've fealt this for so long, I really just don't care.

I wish I saw the plan, the course, the path that I must take,

I wish I knew His thoughts for me, the choice He'd have me make.

I feel like a train, which has spiraled off its tracks,

Because all will be forgotten, and memories won't last.

I look around up to the sky, and watch the red moon turn,

I squint my eyes, and grit my teeth and feel the black sun burn.

The sun so hot and painful, the moon, a silent ghost,

Mismatched like good and evil, yet still I envy both.

They both possess what I do not, a pattern and a path,

They drift through life with purpose, they look at me, and laugh.

I feel lost and unguided, as though I have no goal,

I don't feel any pulling, my life has no control.

When all I want is someone, to guide me and to love,

This guidance and this caring, that I've been dreaming of.

      -Lo Ruhamah