I smile, as I tell you I'm dying,
I guess you think I'm joking.
It just happens, I'm not trying,
But deep inside, I'm choking.
I move to hide my bleeding,
I laugh to hide my rotting,
I lie because I'm needing,
I wince to hide my sobbing.
Nobody tries to stop the cries that scream from deep within these eyes.
Is it such a chore? I don't want you to ignore me anymore.
I'm suffocating, my heart's breaking, life is taking,
More than I can give, became too hard to live.
So, what do I do now? Where do I learn how? I don't even know what's wrong, I just know I can't hold on......
-Lo Ruhamah
im going through and reading everyons poems. Im not going to point out any particular line becuase i love it all, just like you. lets never ever hate eachother .... and lets not let us fall apart mmk?
Wonderful.