A quick reply, a short retort,
My mood is bad, I'm always short.
I snap at you when I'm upset,
I gave you scars you can't forget.
And thinking back, I realized,
That I'm the reason that you cried.
So self-absorbed, and self-concerned,
Regret the way my anger burned.
I blew my chance, I passed it by,
When all I said was just a lie.
I yelled and cussed, I caused a scene,
Simply put, I was really mean.
To some extent, I patched it up,
But fact remains, I still screwed up.
Couldn't have asked for more than you,
Couldn't have gave up more than you.
Spoke like our time was just a game,
And now I hang my head in shame,
Because I did some stupid things,
I went and had some stupid flings.
I gave you grief, while you were pure,
You saved yourself for me, that's sure.
And as I look, can't help but see,
That you were always meant for me.
Can't turn away, I can't ignore,
I lived my life like some male whore.
I finally see, I get it now,
I should have waited to see how,
Everything would all turn out,
Instead of running off to pout.
For if I had, just stuck around,
I'm all too sure, I would have found,
Happiness, with you, at last,
And our friendship would be held fast.
Just like glue, our love would be,
My love for you, and your's for me.
-Lo Ruhamah
i'm still not done yet!! hahahahaha...adn they still keep commin...i guess i've never really sat down and seriously read these..and now i do..and they're wonderful... i question this one... Molly