All you know is a pattern
Of I'm sorrys and no wait don't gos
Of sins repeated n an open show
Of my affection till I can't stand my reflection
Lacking any perception of love
All you know is a pattern
Of I need you I know that
Turned to oh so you don't have my back
Perpetrated love
Flashin to hate
All you know is a pattern
But that's a deception
You've known it all
Since my conception
But
All you know is a pattern
I still what I claim
I'm so undeserving to speak your name
Through it all you've loved me the same
I guess
All I know is a pattern
One I'm dependant on
The one proved through the loss of your son
For surely our paths won't meet
If this pattern doesn't repeat
You're absolutely amazing. You captured the conformity of society while showing your role in it and how you wish to stop it. You're so secure with yourself that you don't care if you have to be different to get to who and what you want. Your poetry sings it's own melody in everything you do and yet as it fades out I'm still listening for more.