Please tell me what this world has ever done for me
But cause me pain, fail to set me free
Given me all the headaches
And twice as many heartbreaks
Told me not to spend the night at a Rave
But I might as well party till I hit the grave
I'm done tryin' to live this holy life
When all I'm dealt is agony and strife
Turned to a church that was more like a cult
Withdrew from my friends, it's all my fault
And now when I need them more than ever
Seems those relationships will be repaired never
God what I'd give to have them now
I try to apologize but I don't know how
You tell me, "Keep your chin up, be cheery"
After hearin' it so long I'm beginning to get weary
It's easily said through a hypocrite's eyes
Surely you know there's nothing more I despise
And it's easy for you to say
Cuz' you're the one who always got your way
But when you've seen the world as it truly is
Controlled by humanity, no longer His
You'll stand outside and wonder
Soaked by rain, sky of lightning and thunder
And surely it's a bitter pill to swallow
That my entire existence has been so hollow
And maybe this conclusion was reached in haste
But I feel that all my life has been a waste
To this world what it might be worth
If never did it have to witness my birth
Would it truly be a better place
If never did it have to look upon my face