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I can't beat the system any more

I can't fight the fight

and i've lost hope that i'll

survive one more night with

this throbbing pain my wrists

have to endure with your

blades of insanity



I'm sure you've lost care

and i'm sure you've lost your heart

and i can't remember why i said i loved you

when we all know that my heart

hasnt felt a speck of love in over

36 hours prior to my existance

it could have all been a lie



I dont believe i share a common thing with you

I dont believe you would dare to even

try to figure out if we did or not

perhaps im trying to hard in this

dreamy atmospheric individualistic space

you never did understand the pain

i have to endure nightly

behind closed curtains



I never shared with the world my heart

and im happy you think i shared it with you

but the factors remain and

you're my failed attempt at suicide

and my throat cutting experience

the experiments are old

so thats why im holding on to this one



I'm falling for someone again

and i dont know how long it is before

i've lost myself compeltely

and they lose me to accidents waiting to happen

under the construction lights of

3 doors down with a hammer and a nail

you were never good enough for loving me