My Addiction

cant stand this affliction
cant cure this addiction
crave so much it makes me sick
cigarettes and alcohol
weed ive had it all
only this can make ache

her body only soothes the nerves
as my fingers trace her every curve
the heat on this dark night
only cures me till the light
when my bed is empty
and i crave for more

rage against my every wish
my body filling with heat from her every ghostly kiss
but shes only an apparition
a craving that intensifies my every addiction
shes my ghost on a moonlit night

nothing so sensual
impulses so electrical
i smoke my last cigarette
hoping for my cure
and not just another regret

shes not here
which my dreams cause me to fear
that i cant last alone tonight
because i have an addiction
because i have an addiction to her

rage against my every wish
my body filling with heat from her every kiss
but shes only an apparition
a craving that intensifies my every addiction
shes my ghost on a moonlit night

wishes and desires fill my head
my heart yearns for the heat that once filled my bed
my muscles burn and ache
for that feeling i used to hate
to be so close
yet so far away

what i would give to have a night back then
where i can hit rewind
to see where the change in me began
to see where the part of us
where forever and always began to end.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I havent written in a long time and i would appreciate if you would tell me what you think. no harsh comments please.

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this is truly terrific. Post

this is truly terrific. Makes me think of this video....Post more!
~Jade

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIIxlgcuQRU&feature=endscreen&NR=1


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