Me?

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2006-07 Poems

Fuck this world.

Fuck the people in it.

Fuck the cities.

And fuck the friends.



Fuck boyfriends,

Fuck contact,

Fuck this damn hell,

Which we all call home...



Screwed up world,

I hate every fucking day.

I hate the people

And I hate you.



Wish I could destroy everything we hold dear.

How would you like it then?

Would you want to die too?



Fuck life,

Fuck this.



I'm an animal.

A heartless,

Godless man.

I don't deserve a thought.

Yet everyone fucking cares.



Screw you all...

I thought I wanted to be this.

But I liked it better alone.



I want to be the kid in the corner.

Dressed in black.

Scars on the wrists,

For scars on my heart.



Fuck family.

Fuck the future.

Fuck the thought of being with you.

Fuck myslef, for even thinking i could do that.

And leading you on with my stupid lies.

And Fuck fathers who can't even talk to their own sons.

Damn them to hell,

Already ashamed and they have no reason to hate me yet.



I thought I wanted life,

I thought I wanted people,

I thought I'd like this.

Thought that I'd be happy.



I hate it.

I hate the caring,

I hate the talking,

I hate everything.



I hate being responsible,

I hate having to be there for you.

I hate you being there for me...



Fuck you all, you were all so right.

I have no compassion,

I�m a selfish fucking bastard.

I'm shallow and heartless.

I don't care about feelings.

I care about looks.

And getting ahead.

I am numb and cold.

And I'll fuck you all over.



Your right,

I�ll fuck you over too.

And I would be happy about it too.



I'd hate to hurt you,

I warned you already,

And your still here.



I told you I'd end up killing you,

Break you down,

Piece by piece.

You'll die trying to save me,

And I'll burn whatever is left of you.



I hate this life I have,

I hate the people in it...



Like a phoenix from the ashes,

The alter ego arises,

Goodbye the weak self I tried to be,

And back to who I once hated to be.

I'll never be happy.



Fuck this world.

Fuck the sun,

And fuck everything else.

Wish everything was dead,

Cold and quiet.

All I want.

To be left the fuck alone.



Don't come near me I don't want to listen to your shit.

I don't want to tell you mine.

I don't want shit from any of you,

And I don't want you to ask me for mine.



I like me,

And I�m going to stay that way.

Me.

Alone in a house.

Alone in the future.

Happy as hell.

Laughing at your early graves,

As I clean the mud from the shovel.



You shouldn�t like me,

You shouldn't care about me,

Because I'll kill you in the end.

I'll drain you of everything,

And leave you to die.

And move on to the next one.



I care,

I do,

I don't want to hurt you,

And I told you I would.

Maybe you don't believe me,

Maybe you like both sides of me,

Maybe you had no idea.

But it will happen it�s inevitable.

I�ll find someone hotter,

I�ll find something better.

I�ll find something else I need,

And you�re going to hate me forever.



I hate this fucking life.



I want to be as cold as death,

Yet my heart won�t stop beating.

My head won�t stop thinking.



I love it,

Alone in the woods.

Sitting on the rocky cliff.

Pulling my legs in close and just sitting.

Dreaming...



Its better then being with anyone else.

Yet somehow lonely ...



I don't want to hurt you,

But I will.

I will kill you in time.

I'll take what I need and you�ll be a fading thought,

A distant memory.

A mark on my past.



I don't care.

I have no god.

I have no thought.

I have no heart.

I have me.

It�s who I am.

A fucking asshole everyone can hate.

And everyone seems to love.



Fuck this.

I hate this world.

I hate me.

I hate you.

I hate people.

I hate friends.

I hate boyfriends,

I hate caring for people.

And most of all,

I hate people caring for me.



I can take care of myself.

I don't need your fucking shit.

I can handle myself.

So don�t get in my fucking way.



This is who the fuck I am.

The dark figure in the corner.

With the blood dripping down my hands.

New scars, over the old ones.



No one will ever understand.

Where all the anger comes form.

And I don't want you to.

I just want you to stay the fuck away.

To leave me the fuck alone.



And if I let the other side out,

The part that earns for you,

The part that cares,

The part that feels,

The part that loves,

The part you all know...

You'll get attached again,

But he won�t stay around for long.



I want to be that icy cold chill in your spine.

Hate me.

I want you all to fucking HATE me!



I don't want your friendships or thoughts.

I just want to be...

I just want to be alone.

Sometimes all I want is quiet.

No thought.

No care,

No people.



Yet your all so fucking loud.



But me?

Alone in the world.

It�s a good feeling.

Every now and then.

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