I never took it in so deep
I never cried, I never weaped
I just bottled it all up
When it came around I would duck.
I tried to ignore it and make it go away
But I knew it would hit me someday
And when I seen a friend do the same
I really began to feel the pain.
This pain I'm still trying to keep inside
But it's getting harder to hide
Its going to come out in the open someday
And I won't know what to say.
I sit and cry alone at night
And this pain I try to fight
I hold his classring in my hand
For this pain I cannot stand.
It really hurts me inside
Its like a beach with out its tide
I really love him till this day
I know the pain will never go away.
I know my dad is gone forever
This pain inside has been let out never
I have to open up inside
And let this beach have its tide.
I know my love will never stop
But one day it will come to the top
Come to the top and open like a flower
And it will give me the strength and power.
It will give me the power to dao all things
And to fly it will give me wings
And to rest it will give me sleep
And to cry it will let me weap.