Final Goodbye

This pain is so intense
I never thought I would have to bear

This enormous feeling of emptiness
knowing you are no longer there


I try to ignore the dead silence 
that endlessly screams your name
but my efforts to shut it out
Is just a painful silly game


Your time with me has expired 
our journey has come to a close
to think you would be here forever
Was just selfish of me i suppose


But now i must accept 
and face the painful fact
that the knowledge of our fate
is never really exact


So now I must face my fear 
and say my final goodbye
Continue to be strong
and pretend not to cry



I know you are safe
and not suffering anymore
as you step across the threshold
of heavens golden front door