Inside this lonely head of mine, repeats the same questions
Questioning lies
While I’m laying in a bed without you next to me
I curse the day .
What use will it do me
To live with a hole in my side
A distrust reflected
In my sad eyes
For you.
When you will carry on in life, perfectly without me.
You will forget the scent of my hair
The feel of my skin.
You will not remember waking up next to me.
And this is the part that hurts the most
That once something has passed
It’s a part of history
No more real than the imaginary
In the present.
For you
I promise myself, I will not break down in bitter tears
I will hold onto my life, my body, my heart
With every inch of strength and wisdom in my soul.
I don’t want to live
With a hole
In my side.
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