I am a cliché.
Some-what messed up
And directionless girl.
In love with a man
Who’s magnetism is his control.
These days, I bore of stories and songs.
Poets that write of how they long
For a lover who does them
Nothing but wrong.
It is all too familiar
And un-queer to me.
There is no use in reprioritising.
Dissecting, nor analysing.
I look him in the eye and say to him
‘’I am your rib’’
He doesn’t get it.
Why should I expect anymore.
Than to fall for the same complexes
As before.
Bury my head and heart in the sand.
I could live forever
And never understand.
’ I am speaking with a 5 year old ‘’.
So my lover, says of me.
‘’Yes you are - yourself’’
I say.
And then I turn and leave.
I like your style.