LIFE, I have taken MORE than enough from you’
Twisted start and bitter ending
I have been living you
By simply pretending-
That someday I’ll embrace you..
What a FOOL am I!
When it is clear, that I am a doormat.
A rug for people to walk upon.
Weather they choose this way-
Or that
I’m a joke for eyes to look upon.
And my GOD! Have I -
tried to swim your water’s!
With intelligence and caution!
Still NOTHING, is what I get from you
The darkness lifts
And still, it’s blue.
How dare you look at me like that
‘’well it’s your FAULT!’’ you say
I have had no rule book!
No tips on how to find my way!
So in all of this,
I have endured -
Many a slap in the face.
And when I am not being rejected
I find myself
Being REPLACED.