Hold on

why did you have to be 

so selfish, 

so mindless, 

Just for the sake of something

So stupid?

and why do i feel so guilty

that i am not able 

to just let it go?

 

i know, 

I have heard it a thousand times

it was just a mistake, 

that I should see the bigger picture

That I should forgive 

That I should forget, 

Maybe that's why I feel

So much resent, 

 

It is like being slapped hard 

Across the face 

Then being told, 

To just heal & move on. 

You say you know 

That you did me a wrong, 

But I told you before, 

That my heart holds on

 

And I hold onto the things 

People do to me, 

Even though its not very 

Christian of me, 

And I find it hard to grin and bare it,

And if I have an opinion then I must share it, 

And you knew this all along 

before you did me wrong.

 

 

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Incompl's picture

Forgiveness is for you above

Forgiveness is for you above all. But that's easy to say when you aren't the one damaged, a very relatable write. I enjoyed it.


Let your teeth show

Blackwingedbird's picture

Setting ourselves free is

Setting ourselves free is never easy is it?