Control

I can't control you ,

I can't hold onto some imaginable reins

That hold you back like a horse

When you go too far,

I tried to keep what was mine, mine

and what was mine was sacred,

But you blew it all away

and respect was a needle in the hay

Hard to get

And even harder to give away.

 

 

When I am so afraid?

afraid of that darkness hovering 

Above my life,

I peer into a crystal ball

and visualise the clouds

But the future does not speak,

It does not tell me what I beg to know-

Instead it reminds me

what will be will be

And that I must, infact

Let go.

 

 

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To Go Too Far

Into each life such an encounter - let it roll off, breeze past, be ignored - they usually don't mean it that way and if they do, they will leave soon hopefully. Why I am single. Can't compromise when respect is at issue, lying is another one I can not abide - way too far. - Stella -