for as long as I can remember
it has never been my fault
I was a fool in my wild-eyed youth,
I thought love had to be a battle
Or there was nothing worthy to lose.
and for as long as I can remember
I have always been righteous,
Always been justified-
Now it saddens my heart, to see from your side
it takes something from me,
to realize.
that i'm not always the victim
and sometimes i've gotten away with murder,
I have told the biggest person in the room
''I know I'm right''
''So I'm not afraid of you''
And I've used my positions as a tool.
Now the man who I love
Looks at me in disbelief
When I won't look him in the eye
When it's only my view that I can see
And I know that I must change
If he is to stay with me.
Other Acknowledgement
A point of personal change. To consider another view. You said that well ~A~