I hate smiling, when I feel like crying
I hate cracking a joke, when i feel like I'm dying.
And I'm the first one to laugh,
Just to hide the way I'm feeling
And I create a mask-
So noone knows who they are seeing.
Sometimes I feel like, if I carry on.
I might one day just break down
And I am simply waiting on a time now
To scream when there's nooone around.
I hate smiling...when I feel like crying.
Awesome start to this poem,
Awesome start to this poem, really solid and relatable and just down my alley.
Amazing
This is so great and I can definitely relate to this. Looking forward to reading more by you!
You Are Not Alone
At one time or other, everyone feels like that - masked, faking the opposite - not able to say what is actually on your mind/emotion - I just don't smile - if I don't wanna. ~allets~