Memories,
I would do anything to stand in front of you
Remove the knife I used
Do you remember my face?
Have the good memories faded?
Because I lay with only bad ones
I'm ashamed, I fell victim to the new love
Spoke words with no action
You took your walls down, I was destruction
My insecurities held no security,
you were my drug to numb it all
I could tell you wanted to be special
I saw it all, caught in a lust I couldn’t stop
Took pain, you held on believing I would change
You were alone, I know this
I feed you lies, too weak not to believe
You saying you hated me only pushed me
Painted an image as if I'm someone
If only you knew without you I had no one
You were fooled
Dreams of staying while you planned on leaving
Our world crumbled, so selfish I know
I just ask that you look past my ways and remember my face