it never stops
they keep coming
and they keep going
through my life
in and out
they jab the knife
and deeper and deeper
the wounds seems to sprout
each time
is worse than the last
why must I relive
the pain of my past?
I struggle, I try
to make close friends
yet over and over and over again
they make me die, my tears run dry
they always leave
stabbing me in the back with all their might
I thought this time was different
surely it was different, right?
you treat me like
a pathetic fool
was I not cool
enough for you?
I did you no wrong
yet out of the blue
you say so long
and just like that - it's the last of you
you won't bring me down
you won't make me drown
I will not shed a tear over you
I refuse to cry
I have nothing to say to you
just goodbye