Will You still love me?

Press Your mighty hand upon me

Pour out Your mercy

I need Your forgiveness

I need Your direction

So many times down this road

I get lost along the way

And faithful as You are, You rescue me

To change my ways

And You continuously keep me walking straight

On the right path

But what about now?

Your faithfulness will always remain

But in my shame I want to hide

I don't deserve this grace

Though my tongue claims to love You

My actions reflect the opposite

In my heart I know what is right

I know what I must do

But when the going gets tough I turn to glue

And my disobedience sticks to my conscience

Spinning me into another spiral of anxiety

If I give up this once, will You still love me?

Will You be displeased by my lack of trust?

Will I miss out on some blessing You wish to bestow upon me?

Am I making too big of a deal out of this?

Lord, do not shun me…

Can I have faith that You will still love me no matter what decision I choose to make?

I have displeased my King, my Best Friend…

And my heart grieves…

May I bury myself underneath the Autumn leaves…

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deethepoet's picture

Wow I like this poem, really makes sense and speaks. Well know what ya mean by this poem thats forsure. Take Care!