No one knows the pain
I suffer from deep inside
No one knows the thoughts that run
Constantly through my mind
All they see is a smile here
And a giggle there
The sparkle in my eye that covers
A little girl who's scared
Only God who can't be seen
Knows these internal scars
But where is He when I cry out?
Far beyond the stars…
All I ask is to be loved
To finally be accepted
But one look at me and all will flee
Just what I suspected
Deep longing in the pit of my soul
Clings to those around
But when I need a lending ear
No one can be found
They fill me with a guilt that’s false
All problems are my fault
No one knows the pain
That lingers in my vault
"Take me home, I want to die!"
Does Jesus really love me?
I hear the whisper in the wind
Propped up against a tree
Stretching beyond my imagination,
A black sky of endless hope
The world abandoned me in the woods
And I can no longer cope
Gazing up I see the moon
The beauty manifests a love so bright
When suddenly it occurs to me
I'm gazing at Heaven's light
I hear another whisper as
The breeze enwraps my skin
Do not release another tear,
My child, lift up your chin
Startled from the soothing voice
I leap to my feet
Lift my hands up to the sky
And rip away the heart that’s beat
Give it up to the Lord
So He can mend its holes
Glorify God upon the hills
To gather the lost souls
My heart is healed thanks to God
I never knew this love before
Until Jesus revealed Himself
My heart and soul felt so sore
How selfish I was when
I thought that no one cared
God was crying with me
He was listening and heard my prayer
No one knows the real pain
That God endures day after day
To watch all His children die
Who never find the way.
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