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i can't make you understand
i can't explain it
it's not something that's easily expressed
it's much easier to just burry it inside
that's where i hide everything
all my feelings of sadness and pain
even my happiness gets locked away
once something gets locked up it never come back
everything just builds up inside
until nothing else can fit
then everything goes wrong
i'm unalbe to cope
because i dont know how to feel
i don't know how to show or even handle my emotions
i don't understand them and i dont want them
i want to be hollow
i want to be empty
i just wanna be left alone
i don't need anybody
and i don't need to feel
i don't want to be here anymore
and it's just not worth it to go on anymore
why keep going when your life is a lie
all you do is say your fine
when your really dying inside

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