i am a prisoner
shackled by your pain
bound by your insecurities
loosing what is left of me
your experiences are far few than
my own
rivers left dry
by my own doing
no longer can i endure
your heartless
thoughtless words
tearing me down
like an abandoned building
i stand
next to no one
i am dissipating
like the dry ice
in my jack-o-lantern
on Halloween
unmasked by your childishness
you rip into me
making me feel less than the woman
i know i am
the woman i worked hard
to be
i regurgitate you
again and again
unable to be rid of your poison
killing me softly
so slowly
i look in the mirror
wonder where i went
so quickly
sifting thru the ruins
of my past
present
and future
here i sit
alone
reading the witting on the wall
i ask who is the fairest of them all?
it certainly isn't you
i know it isn't me
i grab what's left
because you've killed
the rest
hurtful words
countless goodbyes
yes
i even cried
and i don't really know why
jesus. if you need to talk, give me a call.