i am your lost lover
i am the one you dismiss
with catty eyes
and no goodbyes
i cry tonight
wanting you here
a girl interrupted with truths and lies
nothing left
no fight inside
confused by my own sexuality
straighten by my bottle
of discovered wine
hearts divided
hearts combined
you look at me with certainty
as though i am the one for you
but in the end I'm traveling on
a road of transgressions
and untold truths
houses torn down thru time
i cant say if I'm here nor there
i wonder what as gotten me here
to this point of your no return
to this heartbreak sure to come
i am a girl lost in your smiles
craving what has been forbidden
ashamed of what i might be feeling
effects of port and wine
killing my thoughts
invading my mind
reading into my reality
questioning what's meant to be
hmmm...