winded
wounded
and oh so tired
a weight on my shoulder
winter is getting colder
I need my turtleneck
my flannel pajama's
a cup of joe
and a good book to
keep me home
I'm tired
I just want to rest
head on west
and watch the sun go down in peace
I been on this train awhile
now
my companion lost at sea
forever
but if life had
time machines
and ways to undo the past
id flag down
the conductor
ticket in my hand
"take me back a little ways
as quickly as you can"
but those are dreams
we have both built in sand
and its sad
not just for you and I
other people lost their
hearts
and were robbed of their smiles
for countless blames
of both our shames
we ran and ran for miles
so here we walk
alone
unsure which way to go
a bridge with a toll
stands in view
neither of us can afford
to walk thru
I'm crying
I thought I was done
but somehow its different
like a distant memory
of another life
walls I thought
I could never build
are holding strongly now
a hardening of my heart
I prayed for
back when I believed in God
I sit here in my sadness
knowing
something great lies between us
and it was taken all away
and there are no time machines
no conductor to flag down
no ticket in my hand
so I will drink
beneath my tears
think of you when we yell
"cheers"
and throughout my life
always always remember you
i really think this might be the best poem you've ever written. and that's not just my narcissism talking.