Insomnia

Unable to sleep,

Not getting a break from the world.

Why can't I get my rest?

I need my smoking break.



It's in what she has done to me.

I have never felt the same

I'm empty,

I'm missing.

I hope she fucking chokes.



I'm lonely

I seek even negative attention.

I want any attention.



I'm tattered, I'm torn.

You're ugly, you're a waste.



We will never be.

Just a faded memory.



This is why i cannot sleep

I lay in bed

Hoping, just hoping

Upon nothing in particular

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being dicked over by the girl you loved

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Brett Munsen's picture

hey, cool poem...insomnia?...is it suffering or is it just being arrogant, needing all that time to think to ourselves....

some negative attention would be good, i dare not ask for some positive attention from somebody, sheez

i hope your relationship with your girlfriend lasts as long as it should, be grateful you have better reasons for insomnia, im still reading introductions to love, haaha