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"How could you leave me? I hate you"--zoria at 3



Them where the words you said to me the last time i seen you at three..I didn't leave you they took you from me it hurts me everyday that i wake up & don't see your face..

I don't feel i did anything wrong too lose you.. Whats done is done..I love you very much always will until the day I die because i have your brother don't mean i stopped..I love him as my son & you as my daughter neither of you are less special then the other..Both of y'all is my favorites..Do you remember the time i bought you your first bike you where excited..You ride it night until day until i made you get off it.. You where fun to be around you made my life turn in a sweet but bitter way..You came when i was judge by everyone you accepted me as your mama & I accepted you as my daughter..Nothing was suppose to tare us apart.. though your in my heart i feel like I'm in pieces..I'm tryna heal but its hard i feel like I'm trapped how do i go on caged in all this pain..Pain of not seeing you like i want..holding you in my arms singing Ella Fitzgerald's summertime song to you..I can't sing to save my life but hearing you say mama sing please made me feel warm..you where grateful to have me..I was over joyed to have you my eyes are tearing up my throats burning because i wanna cry but I'm fighting them because i need to stay strong..Fo my son fo my self fo you in case with some miracle i get to see you again..I hope i can only keep faith & pray that  shit works out i love you..Honestly i don't know how i breath with out you..I guess that spot in me will hold you but certain parts will be empty without you..Its like I'm lost i need you..you mine..you ain't there's..You belonged to me i wanted you..i would never hurt you..Zoria i love you too death..I don't know what too say I'm speechless..