No More Will I Cry

No more will i cry whats the point?

Its just wasted feelings in the form of tears!

It ain't doing shit but soaking my cheeks,

Like grey clouds on a rainy day.

My wounds are freshly unrepaired waiting

for the man,within the sun to dry my pain away!

I'm trying 2 escape misery chains but he has me,

In a choke hold rapeing my happiness of its joy.

I tryan avoid the punches of my emotions,

But they swinging so fast...

My hearts bruised & blue from the abuse.

I'm overwhelmed with panic attacking my soul!

Turning my smile upside down,inside out

revealing my frowns!

I'm tired of smiling now & crying later so my

frowns wont show,

The world my painful displays of missing her

& wanting to be loved by someone.

Lifes a game of challenges.

I'm tryna get through mine!

Wishing that things could be easier for me.

Until then no more will i cry!

Whats the point?

It ain't gone bring love closer 2 me...

Her i still will never see!

I damn there don't want 2 smile cuz i see

no reason 2,I take that back.

Smile now!No more will i cry later...

whats the point?

Its just wasted feelings,In the form of tears!



It ain't doing shit but soaking my cheeks,

Like grey clouds on a rainy day.

My wounds are freshly unrepaired waiting for the man,

Within the sun 2 dry my pain away.

Until then i'll let the wind flow through me,

breathing in & out releasing.I'm trying to find

some peace at least i got my son!

He may not be yellow.

He may not be her or the man within the sun..

He can't dry my pain away but He's mine.

That's my reason 2 remain strong,

That's my reason 2 smile now.

That's why!

No more will i cry there ain't a point.

Its just wasted feelings in the form of tears!

It ain't doing shit but soaking my cheeks,

Like grey clouds on a rainy day.

My wounds are freshly unrepaired waiting,

for the man within the sun to dry my pain away..

Until then i'm mentally & emotionally just tryna escape....

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I can so relate to this
I know this feeling so well,