A Bitter Sweet Memory

My existence is a invisible raindrop

No one sees my fallen pain inside

I'm a burning flame Mercy's flew pass

My souls crying on an empty shoulder

I sneezed my heart out from my throat

Holding back too much pressure

My mind feels like its exploding

I've always been outspoken but now

I'm soaking in silence

I feel like a fly caught in a spiders

web

God help me please I'll soon be dead

These emotions are haunting my sleep

Her absence is stealing my dreams

My new years resolution is happiness

I see no solution outta my misery

Long as she's gone pieces of my wounds

will always bleed tears

I miss her my little angel Though she

not dead apart of me grieves like she

is because she'll never be near

She'll never hear her brothers giggles

like his toy tickle me Elmo

I'll never feel her wiggle in my arms

A piece of me is missing

She was my little princess now shes

A bittersweet painful memory

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yellowspecks's picture

This is a realy powerful poem. The emotion is so strong i feel like i can touch it.. I hope things have gotten better for you. There is no pain like not being able to hold your child. Beautiful poem. ~Rae

Latesha Brown's picture

Feel you one that... If that person that you love the most is out of view, dead or not is devastating.... People always saying youll heal in time ( Wish they would quit saying that shit) .... All I can say is I empathize with you...