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Zoria

I was sitting here thinking about you..Your birthday's coming up on march 29th you'll be nine years old..Damn its been so long sense i seen your face..You was three the last time i did..I often wonder if you happy where you're at..Is the people caring fo you good to you the way i was..What kind of thing's youlike too do fo fun..How many friend's you got are they real & good to you..Do you think about me like i think about you all the time...I miss you & apart of my heart that belongs to you is empty inside...I feel cold like i'm missing your warmth..Damn weeks month's adding on too another year you been absent from me..I feel like i'm going insane..My stomach hurts tieing in knotts just writing you..My eye's feel like there drowing in all the tears i've cried over the year's fo you..This year's slightly different i cried so much & no one caught none of the drop's they just fell & nothing's really healed so now i just cry inside & noone see's the rain fallen but my soul & god..Though its not my falt i never hurted you..I blame myself like there was more i coulda did to get you back but nothing i did was good enough...My hearts broken i need you in my life...Your brother keep's me happy but there's always apart of me that cries fo you...Damn i missed everything it seem's like i'm gonna miss everything...I hope when you get older you come look fo me...I don't wanna miss out on your whole life...What's your faviort food...What's your faviort subject in school..You too young but do you got a crush on a little boy...Your faviort color use to be pink is it still that pretty color or something else like green...I'm sorry i never wanted you to end up like me in the state's eye a foster kid turned adopted god this suck's tryna be strong ...Writing this letter is so hard because my throats burning like its on fire holding back tears because fear of showing weakness..I love you & always will i hope one day you'll figure out that i never really stopped....