somethings just dont seem right...

i pull my hair

right form the roots

i only think of the past

things that were good

n things that were great...

but i still pull my hair

waiting for my head to bleed

so i know wht im doing isnt a lie

living a lie all my life...

i dont care wht you call me...

but knowing that u know me...

the real me...

was it worth the price?

was it?

all u wanted was to come

and screw up another

persons life...

that was worth it right?

become so close to someone

and then just drop them like a hat?

i dont understand...

n i know i never will...

but those times they really happened..

n when u felt the most pain in ur life

when u felt so happy

when someone stuck up for u...

u were a dissapointment...

one that made everything worth nothing..

life was not worht living

if i didnt know u....

now its better then ever...

ull always be there

in the back of my mind...

how we treated eachother...

with love and hate...

but to say...

that u were ur own person

that i had nothing to do

with the way u act and dress...

then thats the biggest lie ive ever heard...

and thats just sad...

on your part not mine....

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