i pull my hair
right form the roots
i only think of the past
things that were good
n things that were great...
but i still pull my hair
waiting for my head to bleed
so i know wht im doing isnt a lie
living a lie all my life...
i dont care wht you call me...
but knowing that u know me...
the real me...
was it worth the price?
was it?
all u wanted was to come
and screw up another
persons life...
that was worth it right?
become so close to someone
and then just drop them like a hat?
i dont understand...
n i know i never will...
but those times they really happened..
n when u felt the most pain in ur life
when u felt so happy
when someone stuck up for u...
u were a dissapointment...
one that made everything worth nothing..
life was not worht living
if i didnt know u....
now its better then ever...
ull always be there
in the back of my mind...
how we treated eachother...
with love and hate...
but to say...
that u were ur own person
that i had nothing to do
with the way u act and dress...
then thats the biggest lie ive ever heard...
and thats just sad...
on your part not mine....