i needed someone to sit with
someone to cry with
and yet the person i go to
says she can not help
why cant she?
my pain too much?
i made her hurt herself?
i brought this upon myself?
i did it to get rid of my pain
but i bring it upon her...
she was my friend
she was something special
said she would help me...
and yet she turns away from me...
in the end i am alone
no one to comfort me
alone...
is what i shall be...
....:....speech....:....:....fails....:....m.e.....:.... this hits me.