How could I
be so stupid
believed i liked him
wanted to be with him
instead he hates me
im nothing
cant even be a toy
just a BIG nothing
i am not seen
i knew it would
never be true
im not pretty enough
not even for you...
you even rejected me
not even saying a word
just saying nothing
you put me down
made me cry
wish i wasnt even alive
and made me do things
i wish it was a lie
Im so stupid
i shouldnt live
i should be dead
without you hear
nothing matters